Good and Bad Days

I feel the need to eat, eat and eat. The past week or so I have felt the need to consume whatever is in front of me. I have increased my cardio recently but also have been drinking less protein waters. That is my key to success and I have been not drinking them. I have different flavors and even a big tub just to keep at work. I have everything set up for me but yet... I am not drinking them.

I just have to really focus on my goal of hitting 200. I have to lose 7 more pounds and I am golden! It is such a big deal for me to be at that number - you would think being so close would motivate me more.

I honestly thought that having a fill would recharge me and help me get back on track... it has only helped some of the time. I need to stick to my protein waters and maybe instead of eating a lunch I should have a protein shake first - then eat something small a bit afterward.

Maybe I should hang my old bikini up on a hanger in front of my closet. I had read recently on someone's blog (forgive I forget who) that she hung her goal jeans up. She pinned clippings of photos to it for motivation. I don't think I am going to pin things to the bikini but it will just be my reminder each day that I have to focus on my goal everyday. Today I wrote my goal on my hand since I am pretty hungry. I just need even the simplest of reminders too.



(Just lacking motivation and needed to blog about it. That way when I am looking back it will remind me that everyday is a struggle but the rewards are even greater.)